My Life

New World Order And Sadness

June 29, 2022
Summer is here! One of my favorite seasons. Since May is my birthday month, I turned 33. And as I grow older I see so much going on in out society. I don’t even know where to begin. I’m happy that the pandemic is under control and people are back at work and those who are traveling. And I hope it stays that way. But I am scared what future might
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What’s Next 2022?

February 21, 2922
Holidays came and went in the block of an eye. I can’t believe that February is nearly over. 2021 was a decent year and I can’t complain. 2022 is so far to a good start and I feel optimistic that it will be. Pandemic had changed so much that I can’t grasp my mind around it, at least somehow we are heading to normal. I am hoping and paying we will not
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Favorite Things I Find Interesting About Korea (Part 1)

August 17, 2021
When I moved to America in one middle school I attended for about a year, there was a student in the ESL class who was Korean. We got aquatinted, one day I asked how he felt about Kim Jong-Il. I think I left him speechless. I don’t remember how I asked, but I left him speechless, but I vaguely remember him saying that he is a very bad man. When my mom told me that North Korea was communist
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Favorite Things About Japan (Part 5)

May 31, 2021
I have written about my favorite anime already, but this time I am taking a different path with this article. And probably will be the shortest os well. Every person both young and old loves cartoons. In Poland, and I think the rest of eastern Europe on the local
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How to be a good advocate

April 30, 2021
I will be turning 32 years old on May 18, I want to make few key points on how to be a good advocate for others. I had to stand up for myself… a lot. I lost count to be honest. As I got older and wiser, I was kind of gullible but now I can read people like a book. I don’t know how it began and what came over me. As I remember, throughout middle and high school I demanded to be challenged. It was a simple question but effective. This was some years ago. Depending on the situation, there are millions of ways on how to effectively speak to people. And I found myself in this environment, since I stood up for myself now it is my turn to do the same for others.

I work in a non-profit organization that helps people with disabilities. Organizations like where I work are the voice for many people who are weaker and who can’t stand up for themselves. I am participating in a workshop outside of that talks about how to advocate for others and fight the injustice in the functional society that effects everyone. But I will cut to the chase and I am going to list how you can help yourself and others:

1.) Social issues- Find something that you are really passionate about. My subject of choice is that everyone should have a stable employment.

2.) Research- Take a look where a job can be found. I have looked online and called places. I lost count where I called and applied to.

3.) Network- If you use social media, ask your friends if they know anyone who is hiring.

4.) Ask yourself- If there a right job for me? This is a question people ask when a searching for a job.

If you got a chance to read articles about Japan and technology you can say I have specific interests. But in theory I am into multiculturalism and linguist, even though I use simple language on my page.

Thomas The Tank Engine - Get’s Real

April 20, 2021
There is something I have realized about something about Thomas The Tank Engine over many years of watching the cartoon. Thomas is a British animated series that is beloved by many children all over the world. Even some adults watch the show. Let me Read More…

Christmas Gift For Myself

March 7, 2021
I have been operating my website since 2016. I have been using program called Sandvox by Karelia. I enjoyed it because it was simple to use. Sadly towards the end of 2020, I have found out that even though website is still active, the customer service for Sandvox is not. Therefore I was Read More…

Tough Times

March 6, 2021
Another year another chapter. On December 2019, I have written an ambitious article that 2020 will be a good year… sadly it wasn't. Most of the time I was at home. Silent. Last March I have written an article about advancements in medicine
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One Crazy Year

November 26, 2020
I was thinking that the year will be great, but it was not. Sadness and stress. The corona virus pandemic is impacting communities worldwide. Most of the year I was stuck at home and pretty much silent. I have not updated this section in almost a Read More…

New Chapters Are Being Written

December 2, 2019
As we are nearing the end of the year, I just want to reflect how 2019 was so good to me. It's still a long way to 2020 but let's throw the ball early. I have not been updating my blog for about a year and I have tons to tell what has been going on for Read More…

Good Bye, 2018

January 22, 2019
I'm not grandpa and I am not that old… yet. This year I will be 30 years old. I don't want to age but I want to say instead, 30 years of experience. But everything that I owned and still have feels already vintage. I am going to miss the simpler times
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Rap Music

December 8, 2018
As the the 2018 is drawing to a close, there was one thing I loved over many years. I got hooked on rap music when I moved to America. I was listening to my walkman on the way to school and I had the station set on 93.7, the local here in Connecticut Read More…

Virtual World Of Games

November 23, 2018
This is a review of the awesome gaming system, EVER! I have a first generation Xbox that I go for my 15th birthday in 2004 and couple of games. My favorite titles are Simpsons hit And Run, Midnight Club 3 DUB Edition Remix, Grand Theft Auto
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My Favorite Art

October 5, 2018
What is your favorite art piece? Who is your favorite artist? The answer may vary. Art has been with us for hundred thousands os years. Art comes in many forms. When I visit art museums, it makes me happy and sucks me in and captures my Read More…

One Of My Favorite TV Show Was Fake

March 7, 2018
For an auto fanatic I wish could speak for any mechanic's behalf if I knew how to repair an engine. As I was in my middle school and high school years, I've seen shows like Monster Garage and Pimp My Ride. And to be honest these were only Read More…

Favorite Things About Japan (Part 4)

February 10, 2018
Some of you might say that I am an weeboo because I like Japanese things such as anime. It is much more than cartoon and toilets that can wash your button. And I have written already all about it. Recently I written an entry about few things that I Read More…

New Year- Another Year

January 14, 2018
Another year is history. On October 2016, I started my website and I blogged about many various topics from my life to daily events of our society. I don't want to call myself crazy but rather passionate. Every month I get more and more serious, and Read More…

Favorite Things About Japan (Part 3)

December 7, 2017
I have already shared my favorite anime and unique things about Japan from post-war recovery to robots. This is what I want to have in my house. As it comes to your home, Japan is awesome. I never been inside a Japanese, but I have seen many Read More…

Crazy Idea From Childhood

November 16, 2017
I loved my childhood and as an adult I still kind of reminisce those times. One of which it brings me to my list of most expensive hobbies. When I was a child I loved trains… I had a train set and I used to lay the track down on the floor or table of the Read More…

Favorite Things About Japan (Part 2)

September 8, 2017
When I look at Japan, I can't stop to thinking about their rich culture, people, innovative ideas that shocked the world. Anime and punctual train system is one thing but there are a lot of things that most of us do not realize. In my inspirations Read More…

Living In America

August 18, 2017
I have waited to write this for a very long time. This article is another part chapter of my life but it is not about my health condition or having fun in camp. This event I will cherish for the rest of my life! It is something great that everyone wants… a better Read More…

I Am Heart Broken

July 13, 2017
I can not decide where am I going to put this entry. I decided to put this entry on my article page because it will benefit and give a you some clarification and insight what this article will be about. Earlier this month I had a team meeting at work and when I Read More…

Favorite Things About Japan (Part 1)

July 25, 2017
In my inspirations I have briefly shared that I love Japan and animations like The Simpsons, Family Guy and Walt Disney. There is many things people like about Japan for the most part is their wide range of anime. Like many cartoons from any Read More…

This Time Flys Fast

May 30, 2017
On May 18th, I turned twenty-eight years old. Through out my life I witnessed a lot! In few articles I have talked about my summer camp, technology and my struggles in life. The world had treated me very nicely so far… I have a job (finally). I began Read More…

My Favorite Assistive Technologies

April 3, 2017
I have compiled a list with expensive hobbies in one of my articles. This time I'm going to list my favorite assistive technology we have today. I have written an article about assistive technology. And also I have wrote about my love for Apple and how Read More…

Music And Talented Family

March 11, 2017
I don't want to rub anything into your face and say that my family is the better than yours but I would say that they are unique. I am fortunate that my family had a big influence in my life in many way. I get encourigemt and we share a lot of stories. I have wrote a article about my love for j-pop groups and my application for music in general. I love any music… the end. It makes me happy and my day a pleasant.
I come from a very talented family… My mom is trained classically in music but her professional career took a different path. She is working with data management. My grandfather was a teacher, but sadly he died many years before I was born. If he was still alive he would love to having long discussions with me on all rage of topics and perhaps experiencing new things. The best of all he praised American life and culture, especially freedom. Communism had put so many restrictions.
Both of my uncles are musicians, Stefan is a composer and his wife is a music teacher. And other, Vladyslav is famous jazz pianist (the music is very beautiful), he travels everywhere and his wife is a poet and actor… I invite you to visit his website. My grandma's brother, Ludwig is an engineer. When I was a very very little I saw his huge drafting table. Now everything is drawn on CAD. CAD is an very powerful software for drawing up plans.
When I was asked, if I know how to play instrument or can sing… and the answer is no. I wish I cold play and if I did my instrument choice would be, electric guitar, maybe a ukulele or spin table. Some of music professionals and album collectors claim that techno is not considered music and frown upon it. On the side note… If you think that a ukulele is child's toy, you are wrong, it is a traditional instrument form Hawaii.
I have been surrounded by music since I could open my eyes and over many many years I know what genre is best and what are utter crap. My talents took a visual direction and I express myself through art. Just crank up the volume and isolate yourself in your sanctuary.

Pipe Dreams

February 26, 2017
As a child, since I could do even basic math or count to backwards I wanted to be a train conductor. Especially high speed line types. It was super unrealistic pipe dream… I have gone on Amtrak jobs webpage in the past and the expectations are Read More…

New Year- New Chapter

January 31, 2017
My most favorite Holiday on the calendar would be Christmas. I love giving gifts to family and friends. But in recent years we do Secret Santa during Thanksgiving and buy a gift for the person's name we picked from the hat. I very much like the idea of it because, I don't need any thing. I usually get cash or a gift card.
The most beautiful thing about Christmas Holidays is love and togetherness. I love talking about and sharing my new experiences and activities or accomplishments in the past twelve months. Since we are in a New Year, we look a head to the future. Maybe is personal health, or success. It's very lovely to look at the past and reflect on the events that impacted us.
2017 is already eventful year. President got elected in November and sworn in recent days. Will this be the beginning of something better or a horrible chapter that will last years...? I don't know for sure but I have my plans and ambitions, and I will not be stopped achieving my goal. Since the job market is rocky since 2008, I had no idea what I want to do. My dreams were kind of outrageous and even though if I was capable of doing them, they will not exist. (Or they already are extinct.)
I think I am starting to like this website creation field. I am taking some online classes on iPhone application development as well and it is very interesting. There are millions of apps and games downloaded… some are fantastic and some are not as good. I have accomplished so much in 2015 and 2016 but this my new goal. In my mind I have an idea for creating an app, but what kind to create? Will other opportunities come in my future? I think thwy will.
Being a self-thought computer nerd really rules! Robots are coming in few years. But there wil be a group of individuals who will maintain the equipment and create new programs.

Most Expensive Hobbies

December 13, 2016
You probably have looked at my inspirational tab of my page. I call myself an sampler. I love experimenting and trying new things. Compiling a list of hobbies and individual activities is rather a difficult task, but I chose maybe five common things Read More…

Childhood Cancer- The Horror

December 9, 2016
In my article about Neurofibromatosis I touch on few things about my health but I never touch on cancer in detail. What is cancer? Well… it classifies in many categories. Don't want to list them all because I am not familiar with any and there are a lot. Cancer can be spontaneous and genetics or caused when you are smoking cigarettes or eating large amounts of poison. Often this kind of damage can't be reversed. But you can prevent it by eating healthy and scheduling regular doctor visits.
If you look at childhood cancers and it's the worst. Not only a child suffers the entire family does. A kid should be enjoying life horsing around with friends and enjoying family time, going to school and taking long vacations. Some children are so sick they can't even go out. In some cases with weak immune system.
I went through chemotherapy and I was not happy about it. Only school life could make me cheerful and something to look forward to and it kept my mind off medicine. Regardless it made me healthier.
Besides yucky treatments, I know how it feels because I went every week for almost two years. And if my blood count was low the visit was postponed and I got extra platelets. Personally I don't know how I can describe the sanction. But just imagine the worst kind of feeling. And even I had a vomit in my mouth and felt like I had be in school!! Call me crazy but, I don't not want to miss any day of school. If I felt sick I ran to the bathroom if my gut did turn inside out. Sometimes I fell asleep in class, because side effects of chemo is upset stomach, nausea and weakness. Somehow I was getting away with it.
How does the chemotherapy feel like? Well… that depends on your cancer treatments. In some cases you have to take steroids to have an energy boost. And I did have to take them, at one point blood transfusion was necessary. The powerful medicine will make you lose your appetite... If you are a foodie aficionado you probably will not have to worry. Will there be a chemo pill that can substitute the liquid kind? Hopefully some day.
In other story, I have lost a good friend named Justin to cancer, he was 22. We met at the hospital when we were teenagers… we went New Orleans with two other kids. When he went to college, sadly his cancer returned and hoping my friend would get healthy again, he never came beck home. He died few days before Christmas in 2011. He loved New York Yankees and New York Giants. With the love for sport he wanted to work at ESPN, operating camera and other video equipment.
Kids, teens and young individuals like myself shouldn't die regardless the connection they have. People who die of cancer at tender of fifty something, and that is still too young. When I look, one of my idols like Steve Jobs, he said he was sick and had pancreas cancer. He was 56 when he passed. Steve Jobs had worked to the every end. I don't know where I've read it or heard it, but somehow kids react better to treatments than adults. But cancers can return with a vengeance and sometimes sadly there is no more hope. Way too many good people die young. Cancer should be a thing of the past and eliminated for good... once and for all!

Best Summer Ever (2004)

November 29, 2016
Summer is the best part of anyone's life. As a kid it's the best season of the year ever. While your parents are working you are having time of your life. I happen to be in once summer camp that is the best in the world. It was the summer of 2004. Read More…

Amazing Changes In 1980’s And 1990’s (Nostalgia)

November 9, 2016
The best decades in our lives were the 1980's and 1990's. A lot of and innovation, great ideas and breakthroughs in medicine. I grew up in the 1990's and I have witnessed it all. Let me start with computer technology. I have started using a Read More…

Cure For Neurofibromatosis?

October 30, 2016
With the joys of art and common topics with my visitors, I want to touch on something that I have and can't get rid off. It's something that can't be cured. But it can be treated to minimize the effects. I was born on May 1989. To be clear I don't Read More…

Uniqueness Artistry Bechind J-Pop

October, 18, 2016
My liking for j-pop came when I got a little bored with American music scene. Music has a lot of influences, one of which is inspiring, motivating or rebellious movement. Let me touch on three factors of inspiration… for example in the hippie era music Read More…

Artist's Dark Side

October 12, 2016
Being influenced by art you see what the artist might be feeling. So in my second entry I'm going to try explore a human mind. Now I have to admit that I don't have any psychiatrist know-how, but theoretically to emotionally put maybe I could. Artists suck as musicians write songs on material like the joy of driving to relationships. Let's take a Nas's hit "I know I can", the rap song is very poetic explaining how a drug use can lead up to in youth demographic to emphasize where they would end up. This particular track is very dark but it paints a clear picture. Other artists talk about relationships… some might be joyful, painful or a dirty fantasy. Listening to many songs, since I could distinguish sound by far my favorite songs would be romantic and about daily life issues. What does an artist feel? Let's take this painting as an example.
This pairing is to illustrate the dedication to over 3000 souls lost on September 11, 2001 terrorist attacks. Like many drawing, paintings and murals show the pain and suffering to showing that no matter how much trauma this day caused we can move on. This particular one shows some kind of post apocalyptical word with no future.
Paintings such as "Scream" shows a person really in panic. The particular painting you see above is in Museum Of American Art in New Britain CT. The first time I saw this painting, I thought it was well done but to its gargantuan size it feels like a jetliner crashed in front of you. Take a trip to Connecticut and see it for yourself, and judge it for yourself. The museum is big and very nice place to visit.
What would you describe a happy painting? A nice mountain scenery perhaps or even a collage with random objects… In my imagination tab I specified that human emotions, especially female can take someone's attention. For example a little blond girl picking daisies (roses, maybe hydrangeas in this case) in a countryside. What this girl feels? What is her facial expression…? Nothing, she is so innocent and humble. With no care in the world she wants to pick and play in the field.
Just take a hospital pain chart, walk through the museum and look at every piece. On the scale from zero to ten. Zero meaning having a natural feeling and ten by this particular painting does not fit my taste. Describe the art work.
My bedroom walls are grayish blue color, very soft and cool. But I don’t have any picture, yet alone a poster. Being one who is a simplistic type, I would be hard for me to pick. I don't know… maybe Picasso's geometric shapes.

Artistic Mentor

October 7, 2016
This will be my first ever entry on my blog and I want to start with couple of things. For a very long time I wanted to have website of my own and make a name for myself. Having the necessary tools like my computer with design software and my Read More…